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Blog Entryis it the beginning of my last dance? May 22, '07 6:20 AM
for everyone

The night belongs to us
We’re caught in a world of our own
We cling to the hope it would change for us
Is it in vain? is it too late?
Why did it have to be you than i.
I heard the news today.

Is this the beginning of our last dance?
Once around the floor, can we do it again?
I feel the thrill from words we say,
I love you.

Embrace so much tighter
This could be our last together
Heaven sheds tears for the wounded hearts
Our forever has been torn apart

Our vast religions
Won’t help us answer
What was pre-destined for us to have
Since long ago.
It’s hopeless

The world it turns with us
Hold me in closer, don’t let go of me
Now we close our eyes and let go to the night
The night we feel alive


Blog Entryall the drama. spilled.May 21, '07 1:58 AM
for everyone
i know i've been really down and all that. and forgive me if its bugging you reading shitty posts of emotions like this. its just i'm having some issues at the moment and i can't think of anything to make it right. its just that im feeling so miserable thinking. i know that i got tons of friends in Phils but i'm not there anymore! and no matter how i think of being okay and this is a great opportunity, i can't help but feel miserable. new girl, new town, new country, new school. everything's so new. everything i knew seemed to be very little now and i used to think i was all that. well, news flash sheena! and i would spill my feelings to friends via YM and internet and they'll say fvcking things like "okay lang yan.." what the heck?! i'm having these issues during the most vulnerable stage if a persons life and you're saying it's okay?! shut up. why would it be bothering me if it is okay. duh. hate people who says stuffs like that, i mean, you're crying and feeling oh so depressed and someone's gonna say 'it's okay.' just shut up. i just need someone to listen to. i'm kinda feeling alone these days. i dunno. i know its my choice if i want to be happy - i can do it. but then, i have a neck for not making a good impression. i don't like making friends to those i just knew a second ago. and i'm not the one who's gonna be pushing myself do stuffs i don't usually do just to gain attention. thanks to music on my mp3 that helps me control tears. haha! i'm really sounding desperate. arrrg! hate it. currently listening to 'Don't Matter by Akon.' heard it ages ago so i'm not that into it currently and here its like music of the moment. should i pretend to be into it soo damn much too? or do crip walking to join with nashita's trip? or bully the kids together with the blacks? or join footy as i have shoulders for being a footy player.lol!haha! i'm feeling much better now. maybe because i've spilled my feelings. i just need an outlet. and i don't have someone to talk to here, so thanks to the net for this.

**dad has been going through this issues for years. and i just knew about it today. stupid of me.

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